well wats up all.. i kno i havent put much in this in a while.. things have been really crazy and stuff.. several good things have happened and several bad things have happened.. i kno that few of u read this one.. but those that do probably kno wat i've been dealing with and putting up with the last few days...and u also kno that i've been under a lot of stress as well.. i'm really tryin to deal with those things right now and get things fixed up and straightened up before it gets too late.. but anyway.. those of u who also read this one probably kno now that i have a bf.. yes i do have a bf now. so i'm happy cause i really like him and he really respects me and stuff.. and he is always there for me whenever i need him no matter wat, where or wat time of day.. he said if i need him to come get me he said that he would drop wat he was doin and come get me if i needed him to.. but anyway.. thats bout al i'll put in for now.. more will come soon..

-Nightdragon

well i feel like posting on this journal cause not many ppl kno that i have this one as well.. and for the few that do..well here is an update.. all day today i've been deep in thought about a lot of shit.. first whether to still go to banquet or not.. and whether i was going to get my friend to go with me or not.. (and that one kinda splits again into to obsticles i'm trying to cross).. but anyway.. the guy that i was going to ask to go with me to banquet i started having some second thoughts about everything..  one being the fact that i cant afford both the tickets cause its bad enough that i still have a lot of money that i need to put down on my class ring so that i can get that soon and the fact that i just need to start saving my money.. sigh.. but if i do end up going then i would probably go solo.. i just dont kno.. and i just dont kno if its going to work out between me and him anyway.. theres just some things that i just dont think he could change.. so now i just sit here and wonder soem more.. is there really meant to be someone else brought into my life.. besides with as much crap as im having to deal with right now anyway..for some strange reason today something came to me.. that havin a someone else in ur isnt wat its always made out to be.. unfortunely i had to learn this lesson the hard but we all make our mistakes and we learn from them and this is just another one of those mistakes that i have learned from and with this i can sort some things out going on in my life now.. well thats all the rant i have time for..

later.